OMG, this weekend, I am going with the youth group kids to Big Bear. On a schoolbus. On Friday the 13th. Up a mountain. I'm clearly insane.
But it gets me out of town for a weekend, it gets me around some actual nature and I can try to clear my head. For that, I am happy.
Tomorrow I am getting cortisone injections in my ankles so I don't have to limp around all weekend like a jackass. For that I am also happy. I fucking HATE needles so you must know how much pain I am in to have ASKED my doctor to do this.
And in other news, things are good. I'm feeling... lighter. Oh no, not physically (though God bless Cammy for saying I look like I've lost weight), but mentally. I'm moving toward a better place. It's a nice feeling. It's a NEW feeling. I highly recommend it.
