You might say I was inspired by my baby-wanting-not-boyfriend...
I don't know what I was thinking. You see, I joined a couple dating websites.
If anything, it should make this blog more interesting, so stay tuned.
I had the loveliest day today. I woke up early (believe me, very few of my lovely days beging with waking up early) and got my hair did. No more grays for six weeks or so (at only 32 - fucking annoyance of my life). Ran a few errands, treated myself to a Starbucks, read some magazines and started a new book, had a delicious sushi dinner and now have sat down to watch some SciFi.
Oh, Torchwood, I love you. Not quite the quirky BBC version I knew, but you'll do.
ANYWAY, where was I?
Oh yes - lovely.
My new job is also lovely. I mean, I'm loving it. It's a completely foreign feeling to me -- to get up in the morning without a cloud of dread hanging over me. To sleep easier at night, knowing the following day won't be a giant emotional suckfest. In fact, it's possible my biggest problem now is a nagging anticipation that the other shoe will drop... I've learned that I am incapable of accepting goodness in my life.
(It struck me just now that my decision to date again is slightly ironic in that case.)
How often to I blog just because? I just wanted to check in. Tell you that I am well (quite well!) and that I am, for the first time in recent memory, enjoying myself.
I hope your day was as lovely as mine. Best wishes on tomorrow, too.
:)
